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posted Friday, June 16, 2017 8:42:35 PM    Click Here to See the Profile for BasedGod
At fourteen years of age addiction became a plague
I was sure to seek a way so i could get it in my face
The poor schemes are played now im missing lots of pape'
It's the life of a drug feen when ya living off a pop a day
I've gone astray and even blazed a trail along the way
You're a victim to a pill high and it's a prison when you still dry
The Chemicals are bill nye when the will dies
Thoughts of fear and dread pierce the head & kill vibes
I craved the effects and it's potency
I was so blind to my actions that my own friends didn't notice me
I was gone In a coma sleep a homeless teen
Dwelling in a hopeless scene
A slave to pharmaceuticals with scars flowing through my skull
Depart the beautiful a stone heart as no part was usable
Feeling trapped inside my mind its partly cubicle
Couldn't see through it so I just felt it was cool and bro
I was that kid in school acting all unusual
Nobody ever thought drugs could ever do this yo
I was so confused by folks even abused by hopes
I felt useless broke when It's not like you choose this road
But blowing stupid dough just to float to the moon is no
Way to consume it bro funny how I never knew it though
Drugs was the only way to cope with fools
So eventually well came the broken rules
I was so high I didnt even notice dude
All this negativity like what am i suppose to do
Seems like emotions really got the best of me
But it was the side effects affecting me
That broke me open unexpectedly as flowing oceans were caressing me
The high was the best of me but the come downs were depressing gee
I was lost and just looking for a way out
As I would space out and forget what these chemicals
Are doing to my brain now like Ive been trained how
To escape doubt with drugs being my highest desire
As fate mounts making me the wisest denier
When lies set the fire supplies met my dire
Late night no sleep and my mind feeling tired
But I didnt care cuz the lines kept me wired
Im just a local kid trying to find out what the focul is
Try and notice shit write it down & hope it sticks
But honestly I had to evolve my philosophy
See myself in third person that brought to me perspectives I woulda never thought to see
When all these problems are constantly whats offered me
The thought I need a pop to be who i think i outta be, or wanna be
You see it clear in plain view from the denial to the blame too
And the regrets are what made you
The stress is the aftermath of what it all came too
Cause addiction is a based proof that every day you face dude
Thats the very moment when you stop feeling sane dude
Living in vein from framed truth lying in bed 4am still you ain't moved
When each day same news as signs became clear
Staring through that grey view
I chose drugs over being a brother first
Just to get stoned drunk or high whatever got me buzzing worked

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