Short introspective into part of what makes up my psyche
this is some shit i wrote at work on my break once again. just a little warning if your in a good mood; it may be a little depressing.
i fear i will receive no retribution for the life i've been abusin/ i try to make progress/ but instead i keep on losin/ always steady movin/ but in the wrong direction/ and that's been proven/ to be the downfall of me in this wretched life/ everyday i strive to stay alive/ workin 9 to 5's/ and that doesn't pay a dime/ all i got is this pen, this paper, and some time to write a rhythm/ i know one day i'll have to pay for my crimes/ crimes commited against humanity/ in bouts of love-stricken insanity/ the only thing that could have saved me was a vow of chastity/ i'm a christian/ but constantly committing blasphemies/ and now it has to be/ that i will forever suffer for my transgressions/ resulting in my own regression/ leaving me constantly stressin/ all as a result of one action that left such a deep impression/ not a bit of difference could be made by all of your blessins......................................................one of the only times i forget is when i'm in a rhythming session.........damn not this time.
This rhyme was alright.
Emotion was felt though. Keep the struggle, baby. It's all about the struggle.
otay... here goes
we wake up eveyrday feelin the life stresses/we feel the selfless expresses in the reflection of penance/we repent to be christians but then sin again/remain to be human/aknowledge that we are men/we were created with the mind state of being guine pigs/goin through mistakes and dottin our T's/remainding ourself that this is but a tease/even if the 9 to 5 creates a meare dime/ think to yourself you have lyrical skills and make another ryme line/cynical we see on the tv sreen/sometimes we realse our fears/to make our life become and x rated king or queen/feeling violated in the true state/relax cuase everyday is a new day/relode the postitivity in the mind/execute the negativity to release/flow to me to find relief/cuase a new coffeedipped sun creates a flip to find a new leaf...
that was off thedome so dont' mind if its' lyrically stable....
That was good sometimes the truth hurts.. wow that was deep though i like it.. the rymes were comin in right.. perhaps this might make you feel betsa... check mypost on it..