Why's everything so lost? I always saw me and you together//
Everytime we talk, it feels more and more like forever//
I feel so confused, so I search out "better" stuff//
The only time I don't think of you is when I'm ravin' and fucked up//
I don't understand it, why we even frontin'?//
Cuz ya know without each other, we'll never have nothin'//
Too much drama to live though, but too much love to die//
Things got so fucked up, gotta look back and wonder why?//
I can see you're happy but you'll never understand mah pain//
But for this I gotta be strong, keep on smiling through the rain//
Can't understand why we went wrong, everything is gone now//
Ya try and blame yourself I can't help but feel that I let you down...
We can't blame each other, maybe it wasn't astrological//
Believein' mah stars is so easy, in mah heart you're still phenomenal//
There isn't anything we can do, there was enough devotion//
But sometimes ya really only lack one thing: emotion//
I planned mah life around you, built a shrine in mah heart//
But now you belong to another, it's all been torn apart//
I have only one escape, "clinically insane" is imminent//
As everything in mah life, mah heartache is definitive//
Sure I've hooked up elsewhere, a couple times in fact//
But mah heart is never in it, you are everything they lack//
I'ma swllow mah pride and go out on a limb//
And confess I'll don't love anyone but you, and prolly never will again...
Castro knows I love him. I'm just gettin started here and he's gettin me rollin in the studio helpin me drop mah shit. I'm workin on some more shit he's fightin me over the computer so I gotta bounce. Peace!
awwwwwwwwwwww.........such sweet sentiments..........but hmmmmmmmmmmm.........I must critique the rhyme.........it read sort of quiet and sad to me.....like almost a love poem.........if that's the intent, then that's cool.....but I would have liked to see you rep with some ferocity on this topic...........if you really wanna send a message, bring it to his grill........but otherwise this was tight....................for its purpose anywayz..........I'm sure it was appreciated
Some guys have all the luck...........