SORT OF A NEW YEARS RESOLUTION....
THIS MILLENIUM SHIT....NOT REFLECTING BUT THINKIN ABOUT HOW HAPPY EVERYBODY GETS EVERY NEW YEARS AND SHIT...I MEAN I'M HAPPY I'VE LIVED ANOTHER YEAR AND ALL, BUT REALLY SHIT GETS REAL DEPRESSIN SOMETIMES WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN OR WHAT WAS....BUT NOW AS WE GO IN TO THIS 2000 SHIT I JUST WANNA KNOW HOW I CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE TO PEOPLE AROUND ME AND BE A BETTER PERSON...I'M NOT GOIN ON A RANT BUT WHEN I'M ON THE N-TRAIN GOIN TO MANHATTAN WITHOUT ANY TUNES I JUST CAN'T HELP BUT THINK ABOUT ALL THIS SHIT AND WHAT I'VE DONE THIS PAST YEAR AND ABOUT HOW I LIVE....I'M NOT LIVIN CORRECTLY AND I ALWAYS WANNA CHANGE MY WAYS, BUT A RESOLUTION IS LIKE A CHORE AROUND THE HOUSE JUST CAN'T GET OFF MY LAZY ASS AND GET TO DOIN WHAT I GOTTA DO...IM LIVING FOUL AND I HAVE TO CHANGE MY WAYS...IT'LL TAKE ME A WHILE BUT THATS THE WHOLE LEARNING PROCESS....ANYWAY...SORRY IF I GOT ON SOME OTHER SHIT....BE SAFE ON NEW YEAR'S EVE...PEACE, UNITY, LOVE AND HAVE FUN !!! RICHONER21
if you cats make it to nuyorican let me know, i'll check for you... peace
i dunno about the boston area, but my sister got me the beatjunkies disc at the wack record town down here in PA. so if it's there i imagine it should be at Newbury, or even Tower.
though it seems as though i've misplaced it for now. i really need to listen to it, too. shoot.
damn when i look back on this year
i look at nothing
cause i didn't do shit but fuck it
what am i supposed to be doing
my resolution is to stop beating on my pets
they are starting to enjoy me chasing them around my apartment
that show at nuyoricans should be nice i think i'm gonna check it if i'm not to hung over
the only wreck after y2k is going to be me
I wanna get that BeatJunkies vol 3. Where's it available?
harmonia i'm still mad at xzibit for dissing. then i go see him again hoping he finally does the song, and he doesn't show up. THEN the xz shirt i bought is too big. damn! oh well, he's dope w/ saukrates on the BEATJUNKIES vol III, you get that yet?
rich, inspector (i originally typed "panty" but it looked dumb), the nuyorican show is @ 8pm, sun. jan. 2, w/ c. ox and It, poison pen, dujeous, scienz of life, etc. i'll definitely be there, provided i survive the 31st. peace.
i know the thoughts you think
one step to correctness is first realizing your faulty ways...which you have...then initiating the insentive to get happy...is a difficult but fullfilling illness that can be accomplished.
for real i feel ya....i'm taking it to heart and advantage of this new millenium....we are the now it's our time....so we can do it ... for real...it may sound embelleshly pro..but it's already been given to us by our age....
for me personaly...i'm on that point your were sayin' about other people 'n all...
the last day and first day of the year i am fasting....i haven't fasted in years..anyway.. i'm also trying my illest not to damage...not to damage attitudes..thoughts
,actions, emotions, in any sense of the word damage....in other words not to sin to remain pure in all senses that i can maintain...to give as much of me as i can in the end of this century so i can basically see where i'm at and what i will need to expand on in the millenium...all this change scares me a little from fear, frustration and not knowing all the answers...it dosent bring neccesaraly a smile to my face..but it brings peace and expectation to my heart-peace rich happy newyear.
____New Years Resolution' is a dope track. Damn, Math u are always on point with your opinions. It all started with 'Eyes May Shine'. Me and u, the only 2 heads at the Lyricist Lounge shouting at Xzibit to perform that song.
yea man i smell ya . . .i always hate new years eve&day because it reminds me of how unsucessful my year has really been and how much more i could have done . . .shit dawg, u making me sad now . . .but *sniff, no time to look back now we have a world to take over
yooo, i think we need some better satisfying jobs to cheer us up. or maybe im just so bored not working until . .hey umm when do i go back again? anyway point is dont let the ny stress&depression get to u.
everyday im sitting in crown fried chicken on the ave enjoying the wing special (4 chicken wings and a biscit)i reflect (more like dwell) on the shit ive done. but fuck it
its almost 2000, im still broke, still struggling in college, still having violent altercations with my girl, still living in this apt, and still up at 7:50
still learning how to scratch with only 1 1200, still being limited to a bus schedule,
and still . . fuck it
lets hit some shows man. i hear cannibal ox and some other cats are gonna be at the nuyorican jan-something
lets see some good hip hop and discuss political goals while eating some expensive ass food from teryoki boy. man get a record player, vinyl always makes me smile
start eating pork and more fried chicken&biscits. fuck periodicals, who ever heard of a sex symbol working in a place like that? fuck clubs too, them girls just dont get it. the new year should start off good i got some NEW tims now
so ummm, yo get at me
i think that a lot. maybe that's why i carry my walkman everywhere now. i considered listening to lootpack's "my new year's resolution" all new years to get me motivated to "make that-- chaaaange". yeah i'm talking bout the man in the mirror.
well i guess that's the first step. peace try to have a good one.