Wonderin' .....livin'.....i Dont Wanna Die...ft. Networkz
[ feenom ]
simple thoughts -
get my mind runnin frantic-
paranoid from a phat spliff-
i imagine - my life over - like thats it?-
how'd it - happen-
was i shot down while rappen -
cause the haters took action -
and thought the link was too large - for a white kid to be flashin?
or was marv crashin - cause the drunk drivin
does happen too many times-
i cant lie -
buy the designated driver one more shot b4 we walk outside-
close calls - i cant count em on my hand-
or maybe just juxed up - walkin' tough in the streets of brook - nam-
without the fam-
am i gonna o.d- from the SKi - the E - or the TREE-
shrivle my liver - from all the liqs marv consumes every WEEK.
maybe stress - cant handle the pressure - of not makin it -
or makin it - and cant handle the cake - ima bake this shit-
waste this shit -
but i cant do that to my misses.
need to be there for her kisses - see my kids christmas-
added to hitlist - of heads that hate on the Marv-
or a crossfire - my life expires - someone elses bullet hits me - now
wrong life i live - i ask myself - can i just die from natural causes-
but the life i lead - is highly cautious - full speed with no pauses-
more losses - good souls they take young - so i pray to the sky-
ask god - i know im bad - but please dont let me die...
[ WORKZ ]
When it’z over….
Do sinz control us?
Crush us…wit their smolderin’ weight on our achin’ shoulderz….
I feel hopeless…
In tha game of life….death iz my formidable opponent so will he open….
Hiz armz to my soul….
I hate to know that part in tha future’z unmistakeable…..
Where will I be?
When will it take place for tha angelz in heaven to create or make space?
Facez of death….
Masked in life’z false propheciez….
Only two eyez and you might be thinkin god’z watchin’ ME!?
Or chose my time to leave….
Fury’z not soothed by time….
Especially when it’z probable that he already drew tha linez….
Could knivez penetrate to push out my spirt?
Or trainz nearing….
I can’t escape….
lackin’ sheer wit……
Smearin’ my corpse to tha earth……
Or will they draw tha weaponz?
Simply coz it’z tha wrong streetz they saw me step in……..
It’z mad depressin’…..
Thingz I only say to a pen……
Especially when there’z over a million wayz to an end……..
Few to a beginnin’……
Considered a gift from the heavenz…..
Death’z takin’ tha gift back…..
For tha lord’z expectance for repentance tha Livin’ toil in remembrance…..
Go forward in thiz endeavor…..not knowin’ tha future but knowin’ they won’t live forever……..
I hug my girl and just sit in silence…..
Praisin’ it’z essense on how precious a life is……my fam and my crib…..
It’z positivity they’re confined in….
Even if thiz iz tha last night that I will be rhymin…….will I leave without sayin Bye friendz…..
More questionz and when I finally come up wit answerz…..
That’z exactly when my time endz…………..
A MarvAlous-WORKZ production……..
dopenes, stay up
word to madness! lol
i kno u don't wanna die...relax cuz I'll take it easy on you...
it'll be alrite tho...so calm ya frisky ass...
yo. . .
off the Statik roll, diggin' it...
fee had the outlook of how it will
end which i think i can share a lot
of! and my mans Net came with the
questions and perceptions bro...
. . .FaskoFLoW. . .
white people shot down for having too many material possessions
As I was reading this shit.. I noticed myself smiling..
Not from the "cheery" topic, but how well it was done.. and my manz Networkz.. been a minute..
Twin- You KNOW what the deal is..
Peace goes out,
Michael Czec of the ACTIVISTS!!!